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Stay Away - Jimmie Allen

2010-07-30T19:51:00.000+10:00

=O, it’s been like half a million years since I even last blogged. I can’t believe I even still own a blog, despite the fact that a link to it is in my personal message on freaking MSN. LOL talk about epic fail! Uni has started, god damm I am already tired, it’s the first week with no tuts and I come home exhausted! I learnt something new this week! CO-OP that lying, cheating stupid profit driven company has been robbing me of my hard earned money FOR A YEAR AND A HALF. Same goes with freaking Glebe bookstore, FML seriously! I do NOT APPRECIATE being RIPPED OFF! GRRR, some really nice friend of mine linked me to this site that delivers my freaking textbooks to my FRONT DOOR and I don’t even have to line up in the rain or cold just to pay an extra $15 for a freaking textbook! Honestly, I was so bitter when I found out and I STILL AM right now! GOODBYE Co-op and HELLO online shopping ;)

Nothing interesting happened today =( I just went to work to earn myself some moolah! Then when I got home checked my email to find out that Lion Nathan rejected me for work experience. What a shame I’d be such a cool person =) HAHAHA now I just got to wait for AirRoad to reply, hopefully with some good news! I think I am having KFC for dinner tonight, that’s what my brother says. Gosh I do hate winter all I do is gain weight. One of these days I might actually end up on the biggest loser if I keep freaking eating. LOL my freaking entry makes no sense at all and my thoughts are all over the place right now.

I don’t want to think about, but I am disappointed. Each time I think there’s hope I get myself all worked up thinking I’ve finally figured it out! Only to realise how wrong I am, I find myself thinking ‘oh no not this crap again’. Seriously, either the neurons in my brain aren’t functioning right or I am just doomed to be a failure! This isn’t even about trying anymore because all I do disappoint myself and not to add, I just build up all this hype only to watch myself crash and burn. People say the essence of getting it right is to keep trying to keep preserving. Is it all just lies? It feels as if I am just chasing after something that probably never will exist and heck it probably even ceases to exist! I think I am going to give up on a whole and quit wasting my time waiting for something that may not even come knocking on my front door step…

two of a kind.

2010-02-20T21:39:00.002+11:00

She's quite special. <3

Locked In Love - Jason Derulo

2010-02-11T19:15:00.003+11:00

Need I say more? ♥

One Way Road- John Butler

2010-02-10T19:37:00.007+11:00

very scrapbook like =P which is where Kat's interest lies.

sunset is beautiful ★

i want my future room to look like this <3

& my own art studio.

This image actually moves ..but it's not working on here :(

It's so surreal I LOVE IT! ★

I know we say this really often, SORRY for lack of updates.

But we're really going to work on it.. or at least turn it into a photoblog.

Kat says she'll blog tomorrow so we'll take photos and keep you readers updated =)

I'm really into my graphic/arts anything creative again! So I've been browsing heaps, I found a lot of very nifty photographs and other fancy things haha!

I realised people who have a tumblr are very into photography! I love it =)

Credits to them & deviantART & other random art sites I go to =)

I'm still browsing.. & having a lot of fun haha

ENJOY!

rach*

♥ ♥ ♥

Nicole Scherzinger ft Akon - By My Side

2010-01-18T20:27:00.003+11:00

There's always times where I wonder why people are so bitter, why their outlook on life is always swaying towards the pessimistic end. Honestly, I understand that life isn’t perfect and everyone gets crap thrown at you all the time but seriously what’s with this excessive bitterness. WAS LIFE EVER FAIR TO BEGIN WITH? I don’t want to seem rude or totally insensitive but I honestly don’t understand what’s so fucking depressing that we have to be throwing ourselves off cliffs or saying really morbid things like ‘is life worth living?’ and shit like ‘oh my life is so depressing, nothing goes right. I wish I wasn’t alive etc etc…’ don’t talk shit like that because there are people out there living FAR worse lives than you have now.

I understand that things are never perfect in life, WHO in this world can say that life has always been fair for them? Really, what people need to learn is to take things one step at a time, the first step maybe difficult but at the end of the day it’s inevitable. What annoys me is the fact that people come up with the most stupid excuses to do something, because I was dumped, because my dog died, because someone ate my homework therefore I started smoking, having sex, taking drugs and what not. IS LIFE THAT TRAGIC that you have been pushed into a corner where rehab and jail are all that you have to live for?

Even worse, when people say ‘no one understands, no one cares’ my question to you is DID YOU EVEN BOTHER EXPLAINING? Instead of leaving us here guessing what could be going on your head, why don’t you take the liberty to EXPLAIN TO US what the hell is wrong. Has it ever crossed your mind that MAYBE just MAYBE I don’t have mind reading powers? Sometimes I just wish you’d stop for a moment with the excessive mood swings and tell me what's so bad that you think that pushing everyone away from your life is going to make you feel oh so much better. You claim that we don’t care, when really we worry like no tomorrow about your physical and mental health. Just ask for help or even a shoulder to cry on because you know I’ll always be there for you no matter how bad things are.

♥♥♥ Kat

Credits REAL(style) @ SFI

Follow my lead – Esmee Denters ft. Justin Timberlake

2010-01-16T21:05:00.008+11:00

I’m extremely tired at the moment and finding it difficult to sleep far out! Well yesterday Fung and I went to Elison’s Party Round 3 XD like LOL. First off we decided to meet up at Lidcombe station and train it together to Burwood together however as we were waiting for the train to come I suddenly remembered I forgot to take with me the instructions to Elison’s house. I’m so smart seriously, probably the most important thing I needed to bring I forgot T____T but Buddha was nice to me Melody our angel saw us buying stuff at the Asian Grocery store decided to say Hi and LOL BAM we latched ourselves on to her since she knew directions =). Aren’t we lucky cookies? XD

Well we get to Elison’s place and HOLY CRAP we put our bags down and was lead to his toilet where his bathtub was freaking overflowing with bottles of beer & cruisers it looked pretty cool XD It was a fun night! Along with Leann I went a little insane and threw empty bottles of beer and cruisers into Elison’s pool and watched it bobble up and down. It’s seriously entertaining =)

Hmms, what else happened? Oh yea Fung and I got stuck inside Elison’s pantry like seriously that was some scary crap, we went in there trying to convince Fung’s parents to let her sleep over at my house and we ended stuck in there. It was the scariest like 5 mins of our lives. I have learnt the lesson of DO NOT ENTER CONFINED SPACES AND CLOSE THE DOOR. Imagine no one heard us, heck we could be stuck there for like god knows how long!

Anyways, I really can’t be bothered typing anymore because I am totally incapable of stringing together coherent sentences at this exact point in time. Here’s some pictures though XD

THIS was the highlight of our night the SWING :)

I look like i am going to be hung T.T

Kylie's so gone she thinks she's a Koala XD

ELLIOT is trying to kill me XD

♥♥♥ K

Credits pankeiko @ SFI

She’s Back – DJ Loko

2010-01-14T17:48:00.010+11:00

Well minions =) I am back and like I said I was going to edit the layout but I almost screwed up on me so I decided not to try upload the images myself so LET US ALL PRAY the lovely image hosting person's imageshack won't die out on us *fingers crossed*

I sincerely apologise for the complete lack of updates and inability to even keep the blog alive T__T”. I sorry but things in life were so BORING I couldn’t even be bothered blogging! Yes, my life is as dry as the bloody deserts in the Northern Territory. HAHAHA well Rachel’s in HK at the moment but she’ll be back soon with my SHINee CALENDAR *WOOOHOOOO!!* I am so damm excited!!

Is it just me or is the weather here in Sydney seriously screwed up? Honestly two days ago it was like we lived near the bloody equator with like 40 degree sun and today it rains like it does in rainforests! Seriously, I fear for my future honestly GLOBAL WARMING.

I watched Coraline on DVD today honestly that was ONE CREEPY animated movie. If I was some small child watching it in the cinemas I’d shit my pants. It’s seriously just plain creepy gives me like goose bumps and the overall theme of the movie was just DARK! *Shivers*

Last week I went with Fung to watch Sherlock Homles it was pretty good, shame they made it far too light hearted, like the overall movie kind of failed to tap in on the emotional side. When Holmes sidekick gets blown up I didn’t feel like crying and when they were in danger they’d insert humorous comments and TOTALLY ruin the atmosphere. Maybe I had far too high expectations for the movie but from what my friends have said they all said it was really good =P

OMG, C.N BLUE’s MV came out today! It’s called “I’m a Loner” LIKE LOL XD I fully cracked up when I heard the title but seriously it’s a pretty good song =P I enjoyed it! I also found out that two of their members are younger than me. Honestly, if Korea keeps putting out artists that like younger than me I am seriously going to get arrested, their like a country of JAIL BAIT T____T. That or I’m just OLD =P.

♥♥♥ K

Credits cinnamoran @ SFI

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

2010-01-13T23:43:00.000+11:00

HELLOOOO!
Yes i know what your all thinking 'where in the name of buddha has Katrine ran off to?'
LOL i am not dead :) just been caught up in nothing really. Anyways I have changed the layout, but it keeps screwing up on me so i'll fix it tomorrow morning when i wake up.
<3 Kat

Battlefield - Jordin Sparks.

2009-12-24T04:27:00.000+11:00

♥

Holidays are going sweet as.

Thankyou Katrine Hyunh :) As promised I will bring back your SHINee merchandise & your lg* Onew ;P

Had awesome time hanging out, merry x'mas & happy new year :D
Flying tomorrow. <3>Sydney & Hello Singapore & HK♥ :)

p.s: She is seriously lazy as. The blog is dying lol.

♥♥♥

credits:@SIF

Wedding Dress- Taeyang

2009-12-15T19:54:00.001+11:00

Ah. I have managed to like change the dp of our blog great work R ==

Changing the skin means I have to like.. try and fix up everything else to make it look 'perfect' and no I don't have that patient right now to do so =P

Anyways, going to keep it short.

R<3 has her P's =) woooooooooot.

I AM OFFICIALLY A P-PLATER ;)

credits: mblaqforums x

빅뱅(Bigbang) - 할렐루야 - 아이리스

2009-11-23T19:15:00.000+11:00

Hello fellow blog readers :)

It's Rae here blogging cos Katrine's a lazy shit who can't be bothered updating, nuh she's been good she's just busy fixing her job resume at the moment. Speaking of which, I should fix mine up too so I can start applying again.

I'm finally on holidays! <3>:] oh I'm so happy! :) unfortunately I have a really bad sore throat atm that's making me feel so horrible wonder what it's from though.. =/ hope I'm not getting a cold .. :(

I've been on holidays as of 19th Nov :) Heheh and it's been jam packed full of relaxation & parties :) loving it! I hope exams went well , I really do I do not want to repeat the same unit again T__T" so PLEASE! Oh and I also found out I'm going overseas, wasn't planning to but... looks like we are again :) I'm not complaining but ..I would rather a car! Saving up :) .

To sum it up past few days:

- Thai foood with Kat, Kylie, Tim & Wayne <3 lol ="/

- Haircut (miss my long hair T.T)

- Work & K with Sab :) , & dinner with my ABB girls!

- Church & Soccer match in the 41 degree heat omg T.T but worth it we won tehehe. Bumming , dinner @ towers & bowling at night. It was a really good fun! Rather awesome =) farout but I wanted to beat Kenny so bad. Damn it >:( . Gave up on beating Anthony...lol. Glad Anna came missed her so much.

- Drama! <3

- Really late night phone calls♥

- Clean up & hella lot of housework.

I'm going so broke.. and omg my throat.. I think I'm going to stay home tomorrow cos of my throat I still have another outings to go to ehehhee :)

That's all for now. I can't be bothered anymore. I feel quite bleh.

♥ rae <3

credits: simone@SIF

2pm - I was crazy about you <3.

2009-11-08T11:58:00.000+11:00

Finals 到來，必須努力工作, 加油. 因為失败的感觉 , 我不想再經歷 ..

但我無法集中精力。我很害怕。

我希望事情更容易.

我知道只要我覺得這樣我的blog..而不是解決問題。不管怎麼說，這不是在我手中.

Omg 我要温習 >w<

p.s: 感謝你來到這裡♥ 。

You & I - Park Bom

2009-10-29T20:50:00.000+11:00

Please people raise your hands if you have ever felt so unmotivated to study, to bother waking up in the morning and getting changed for uni when it’s the same repetitive shit every other fucking day of the week? LOL everyone I can safely say my HAND IS NOW RIGHT BY MY SIDE ♥

Yes, I know I am full of crap. Currently I’m in a jolly mood haha =P seriously couple of days ago I was questioning as to whether I even had direction in life and why the fuck am I NOT studying for end of semester exams. I am sure plenty of people out there share the same feelings as me. Where you’re so unmotivated that you honestly don’t know what you’re doing and why it’s happening. It’s taken me a while to find myself again and better still I’ve managed to find the better half of me and chased out the bad =P. Sure I still have some ugly eye bags sitting under my eyes but at least I know how to be happy again =)

Lately, I’ve had a few problems most of which has been you know has somewhat decided to solve itself or just vanish off the face of my world. Isn’t that great? But here comes the drum roll, my worst nightmare isn’t far from happening T______T; that’s right my worse fear may just be occurring the one thing I have almost tried to avoid all year long. Just because I pretend I don’t know how you feel doesn’t mean I don’t know anything at all. I’m not stupid. I just let you think I am because it makes me feel better, it lets me lie to myself so I can just not deal with it. I’m selfish but why wouldn’t I be? How do you think I am going to say it to your face when I am unable to say its a problem? I know you’ve dropped some very obvious hints and even said it in such a cryptic way that you expected me to understand. When really I just lied and played my usual dumb self. I really don’t want to do this, nor do I even want to think about it at all. If you ever see this “I’m sorry”.

Anyone else heard Park Bom’s new singe You & I? the MV is so CUTE!! Her voice is really nice as well though I reckon she look like baby spice but Asian she sure has talent! (why wouldn’t she when she’s been training for 6 yrs?) GUESS who my latest obsession is lately? MBLAQ damm their sexy shits LOL seriously, they have what I call chocolate abs! Oh please watch the K-drama You’re Beautiful ♥ it’s the such a cute and funny drama!

♥ ♥ ♥ K

Super Junior - Sorry Sorry R&B Version <3

2009-10-20T13:49:00.000+11:00

I LOVE THE SUN! =)
My xanga is being gay and none of the editor and text books work :( I don't like it. So I'm blogging here instead.

I really want to go to the beach , somewhere relaxing.. where I can hear the sound of waves, strolling on the beach. Take my mind elsewhere. Anywhere but where I am right now.

I should've gone to uni today but I felt so crap I just stayed home... supposingly doing my work & 'studying' for my finals.

19th of November!! =)

想我還是不夠成熟

還達不到你的要求

我真的沒有想的太多

只是懷念你走以後離開

難道真的是解脫

難道真的要事過境遷了以後才懂

倔強說不痛假裝什麼傷都沒有

倔強抬起頭決不讓眼淚往下流倔強說不痛

假裝什麼傷都沒有真的不難過

笑著和你揮揮手

SHINee- Ring Ding Dong <3.

2009-10-15T23:21:00.000+11:00

您好.. =) how are we all? hope you guys are all doing fine, surviving uni and what not. =)
So like usual, I've been meaning to blog here..just to keep this alive I guess?
You've probably noticed by now.. Katrine & I either can't be bothered, lazy or just plain swamped with uni work to blog =P

I have been blogging ... just not here cos it's more public this one =P bloody stalkers. Speaking of which. Stalkers and hackers just won't leave me alone. And you yes you whoever you are. Stop being a fag and stop messing with my accounts 'pretending' to be me. You're not making my life any better, in fact adding it on top of my complicated life right now.

Anyways, just thought I'd tell you guys..please don't accept & if anything you find wrong or something weird happens it's not me =( delete my old account completely! thanks guys :)

I only came here to blog about SHINee & 2Pm lol =p yes what would I do without these boys hahaha =p. Hottttt <3.>Jay T_T. I miss you! :(

Watching that sexyy teaser of SHINee's comeback just made my heart skip a beat. LITERALLY >:] Go watch <3 tehees. Can't wait till the MV is out =) That's pretty much what's been keeping me alive lately.. together really.. exams coming up. Surrounded with heaps of uni work & studyyyyyy ..so if you don't hear from me for a while it's cos of that.. most likely anyway =P.

Anyways, I'm dead tired..sleep deprived really. Thank God it's friday tomorrow <3 A SLEEP IN! =) Until next time...=)?

Well I'm hoping Katrine will blog soon=P

credits; cinnamaron@SFI

♥♥♥R

Boys II men - Open Arms

2009-10-10T19:52:00.001+11:00

我可以通過得到!

credits: MocaCocaCola @SIF

♥ R

i don't care - 2NE1

2009-09-29T14:28:00.000+10:00

Oh hello minions!

I apologise for my lack of updates and leaving this blog entirely to Ms. Kwok but unfortunately, other than putting on THREE KILOS I repeat THREE KILOS I seriously have nothing exciting going on in life.

I am struggling to write one of my TWO major essays for uni. It feels like I’m going to get my brain squashed by a bunch of political economist who would most probably laugh at my essay. SO whatever, that’s just the start, after this essay I have to make a start on my other major for Industrial relations policy. GUESS what I have to write about? PAID MATERNITY LEAVE. –who cares right?- I’m only like what? 19? As if I give a dam about maternity leave. WRONG. I have to care because it’s worth like LOL 40% of my overall mark FML, I need at least a credit. I swear I don’t ask for much, just give me a credit for both essays <3>

Now that I’ve had my educational rant, on with my health rant =P Yes, I don’t know if anyone has noticed but I’ve packed on the kilos on my already obese face and now it’s moving towards my waist and stomach. Before I know it I’ll be reaching for the phone and desperately calling Jenny Craig telling her about my 3kg weight gain and asking if I need to starve myself to lose it. HAHAHA I kid. I’ll use exercise *cough cough* as a means of losing weight, I’ve done like LOL 10 sit-ups in the past two days hahaha GOLD! Ah well, I’ll wear these few extra kilos proud and I hope to Buddha that he can make them disappear ASAP!

Speaking of which I’ve noticed the skin on my face has become annoyingly dry and prone to pimples. This makes me uber depressed even more depressed than the weight gain! Seriously, I should be dubbed Miss Vain of the year. I’m a girl I care about my appearance okay? I mean the least I can do is take good care of what I have. But no, what do I do? Eat junk food LOL don’t exercise and don’t take care of my poor skin. T________T.

Thank Buddha its break for me from uni, so I have like a week to rest at home, catch up on my never ending trail of lost sleep T.T and maybe shed that extra weight gain and fix my dam dry skin. Anyways, I’m going bowling tomorrow, maybe the extra 3 kgs might just melt itself off my body while I stand around rolling gutter balls at the bowling alley. Better yet, I roll myself down that alley and hope lol I’ll be somewhat skinner before I walked through the door.

P.S. I am not weight obsessed, please don’t take my entry to heart. I’m just over exaggerating and being a drama queen. I’m not yet retarded enough to starve myself. =P I probably will be when I can’t fit through a door.

credit SCANDAL@ SFI

♥♥ K

Jay Chou - 愛在西元前

2009-09-21T13:59:00.000+10:00

Since I'm on my break atm .. and being sucha lazy ass since my awesome weekend I will blog and update...before I start doing my stupid assignments & uni work ew. One week just isn't enough :(

Thought I'd pop in and 今天特地post一些相給大家看。From dinner, Meriton hotel, the Pavillion and clubbing@havanas on Friday night & Connie's18th. =)
Lalala~

Love you guys to bits <3

♥rach

Meet Me Halfway - Black Eyed Peas.

2009-09-15T22:11:00.001+10:00

There are a few things I wana say right now:

i) gossipgirl is back baby<3*
ii) superjunior-M comeback with supergirl is so catchy hot&sexy ;]

iii) bio's a bitch & rach is sick :( . why now why?

exam is in less than 2days.

okay panadol is kicking in i think must sleep :(.

I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas.

2009-09-12T17:08:00.000+10:00

We love because he first loved us. <3

Liebe Freunde,

Wie ist jeder gewesen? Alles gute?

I felt like having a random german moment, i kinda miss using it :( why not blog with some german once in a while ahhaha. =) Well for all the readers, its pretty simple, all I've written is "Dear friends, how has everything been, everything all good? So nothing too complex =P

I've been meaning to blog more often, but I've been swamped with uni work lately just dying haha and mid-sems are just around the corner what am i doing here? Yeah that always happens. I just came home from work. I am so dead tired.

I hate how my Saturdays are gone now.. and I know many of you have complained to me too and I'm sorry =P holidays guys! ^^ or come visit me =) but atm working Fridays and Saturdays

Well basically I was meaning to just blog a birthday blog for Katrine :) , I was going to do so on the exact day but I was busy cramming for my test =/ sorry dearest. But yeah woman =P you'll understand :) haha.

Happy 19th Birthday spesh ! <3.

We'll party in style next Fri night :)) along with Kylie & Tim =)
THANKYOU <3 ily.

Had youth last night. It's totally different now compared to when I had youth. =)

Thankyou H.S! ^^

So that's all for now. The weather is so beautiful! I really want to go to the beach! But I have very little time to cram for my exam :( ah wells.

Laters! ^^

p.s: credits; pankeiko@SIF.

♥r a e r a e*

돌아올지도 몰라 (You Might Come Back) - 2PM

2009-09-08T22:44:00.000+10:00

Beloved blog readers =’(

I’m here to report on a very VERY tragic incident. PARK JAEBUM’s OFFICAL resignation from 2PM.

Not only am I devastated that my favourite member of the band is leaving. I am so DISGUTED by the actions of anti fans and netizens. I don’t care if you think I am over reacting fangirl or what not. I was upset now I’m down right PISSED OFF. That under such circumstances that THE LEADER of a band had to LEAVE for the sake of what 3 000 netizens signing a petition and whom have nothing better to sit around and dig up comments he made 4 years ago.

I’m trying to refrain myself from using crude language to describe such succumbs of society. Honestly what are you sick minded people thinking of when you decided to sign a “TELL JAY TO SUICIDE” over his childish mistake of saying “Korea is gay. I hate Korea”. He was what? a trainee? Shoved in a country with no family, absolutely no friends and didn’t know the culture or the language. CAN YOU BE SO COLD HEARTEDLY BLAME HIM FOR HIS COMMENTS? I find it disturbing to think that there are such morons that exist in the Korean society. It’s even worse I think about how such low lives could even exist in this world how could I possibly be sharing the same air and sky as you do? I would tell you to go kill yourself, but doesn’t make me just as despicable? I have a better suggestion. I HOPE YOU CHOKE & DIE.

Really, what enrages me even more is that now that he announces his resignation the low-lives are “shocked” and didn’t think they would have caused such a big deal. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW ANTI’s? Really just choke and die. THOSE WHO were sadistic enough to laugh and applaud his resignation I don’t even know what to say to you. You make me absolutely appalled. YOU’RE THE ones who make the human race so hateable and cold blooded. IT’S minorities like anti’s who make society so despicable and unforgiving. NOT TO ADD, anti’s didn’t post up Jay’s recent (in the past 2 yrs) comments on how much he loved Korea and how proud he was to be a Korean. Honestly, you tell us now when he decides to leave the country. WHEN YOU’VE clearly RUINED his career, scarred him for life and what not! I hope you feel good about yourself, live every waking moment knowing you shattered someone’s dreams, hopes and aspirations for a brighter future.

With a loss of talent like Jay from 2PM I don’t think it will ever be the same. I think what he did was brave to resign to avoid dragging down his other members, but if he was coerced to resign I’d surely give JYPE a piece of my mind!

ANTI’s & EVIL NETZIENS, you are all VILE, VILE people! I hope karma bites you back like a bitch. It better take a whole chunk with it because you don’t deserve any dignity.

Katrine

LACHATA - F(X)

2009-09-04T21:28:00.000+10:00

BEEELOOOVVEEEEDDDD minions :)
I’m making my come back stage haha =P
LOL I fully kid!
Anyways its almost been like a whole damm month since I last blogged. GEES. I’ve been heaps busy in the past month. So much crap has happened all of which has been fixed and cleared. However yet another wave has come along –mid sems & major essays – that’s right I’m ever so unfortunate. I do however look forward to that mid sem break I get. LOL I am going to GO NUT! <3>Pictures say a lot more than words. Here are few =P

James ruined this picture =P haha JOKING

aww <3>

we salute you eric =P

inside joke ♥

P.S Credits Scandal @ SFI

♥♥♥ K

Who Am I - Casting Crowns

2009-09-02T18:09:00.001+10:00

-Life flashes by and passes in an instant treasure each happy time well.

I feel like blogging cos I just feel so ugh. More like I feel 心靈有點脆弱... :( So much has happened lately.. don't know where to start. It has been a crazy ride, but a hella lot of reflection about everything.

Once again, I'm feeling that distance & lonely T.T. Won't exactly detail it here but I'm sorry if I don't seem to be talking as much as usual for the time being... well Ash is at camp atm. Mum's gone to Melbourne for a few days, Dad doesn't come home till later cos of work. I love my family and everything I don't know what I'd do without them. <3.>

Uni's been a bitch and is going to be for the next few weeks :( So Rach is going to have to hermit again.

# Chemistry Assign Due Fri
# Portfolio+Tutorial Work Due Mon
# Biology Prac & Test next Thurs
# Another assign Due next Fri
+ Mid-sems.

Anyway, I really don't have much to say.
But byebye winter & hello spring :)
And I have a new job.. well for the time being 2 Jobs =P temporarily.
* James An @ Parra. (Fridays)
* Ramen San @ Blacktown. (Saturdays)

Start Saturday work this week! Wish me luck^^ Hope I don't do stupid things..

P.S: I don't know what you're thinking...

♥♥♥

Can't let you go - Samantha Jade

2009-08-21T18:50:00.000+10:00

Guten tag meine freunde! ♥

Ich fuhle sehr mude, und habe eine schlectes tage. Du kannst verstanden? :P
Yeah scrap the typing in german idea. I can't remember jack ever since end of HSC -_-" My german's going down the drain :( Well nuh, I just cbfed at the moment to type it all in deutsche =P

I feel like raging cos I'm feeling rather shitty, hahah and why not let all my readers know Rach is feeling aggro right now >:] lol.

So Kat won't be blogging for a while, I know it haha she's been studying real hard lately. Me , on the other hand have had ups & downs making me so unmotivated to keep going. Uni work is like shitting me. So much to do , I can't afford falling behind nor failing. Week 5 next week.. mid-sems coming up & more assessments & more assignments due. It's been the same old. I feel so loner --" I miss my friends, but I'm thankful for everyone who comes to visit me :) and hanging out on days off & weekends. I love you guys very much.

Why am I blogging? Cos my brain won't function lol. I don't wana look at my bio.. all I see is organs and muscles and cells and ugh. ==" Same with chem... molecules everywhere. Wonder how I'll survive 2nd . 3rd year uni ? T____T" I want to graduate & work already -_-"

Speaking of which, I'm still jobless and rents have been nagging me about it again. Yes. As well as getting my Ps. Farout I was so pissed today. Road rage. !@%@!^!%%!. I'm sick of being an L-plater, and having stupid cars think you're some stupid dumb fk who doesn't know what you're doing on the road. Well I do okay. Back off. Rawr. >:(

Okay I should get back to doing my pile of work. What a great weekend ahead.. =/

Happy reading my rage post :)

BUT on the brighter side of things.. the weather was nice today♥

I'm so ready for spring & summer :) AND having steak @ outback steakhouse celebrating Timmy's 20th birthday with my -family hahah. Simply entertaining well Wayne&Kat anyways=P

p.s: I LOVE THIS ICON OF SHINee <3.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMMY! (^)

credits: L0veSHINee@SIF.

♥♥rach

Replay - SHINee.

2009-08-17T23:58:00.000+10:00

♥we get weaker while we get older, however wisdom increases with years

Ok so I've been meaning to blog sometime during last week..and now that the weeks over I still haven't done so I just keep putting it off.. as well as other stuff. I'm sorry dear readers hahah whoever reads our blog. Stuff has been going on and uni work has been piling up..I'm falling behind let alone other issues.

Anyways, what has been happening? *shrugs* really not that much really.
I want to wish these people a special ha ppy birthday to da, lydia, tim, vienna, jesse, kylie & vik!

August is rather popular, I've had so many events & outings that I really need to get my act together with my studies & what I'm doing with my course & for someone to hire me. My problems always seem to revolve around the same things T_T and hang around cos I'm so lost -_-" seriously rachel :( . Yes I feel like crap atm, but won't rant here dw :)

So I've had a really long weekend and enjoyed every minute of it. 4 day weekend baby! <3. color="#cc0000">God/span> for making things so perfect! :):).

That morning I finished showering I noticed dripping sounds, and thought nooo it can't be raining right? Opened the door and the laundry was flooded with water T_T. Went crazy >Kylie & Tim's combined birthday party. Well what can I say hahaa :) Tim you're old hahahaa. =P I'm sorry but it's just so fun to tease you ^^ dinner @ Stra - Korean bbQ & Lazer tag :) , ahh so fun! Hahah. So happy to see my girls again <3. color="#ff9900"> Love late night phonecalls:) I woke up late rushed and everything...late for church. But drove to church :) it was the best weather to go driving! Though I really wanted to go driving by myself :( not as an L-plater T___T ONE DAY rach :(. Spent the day DnMing & hanging with the church fam <3. oldy ="P" align="center">

credits: Leanna@SIF

♥rach*

Never Leave You Official Remix - Tinchy Stryder Ft. Amelle, Bashy, Double S

2009-08-08T20:06:00.000+10:00

Good evening fellow sunshine’s =P

How are we all tonight? I’m feeling jolly lazy T____T seriously. Last night I was so intent on achieving all these random goals, i.e. finishing my LNGS ASS #1 which I am like half way through atm; LNGS ASS #2 is half finished as well; WORK essay is LOL 0% all I did was read up on how to write a critical review and what I had to do for the task. I’ve spent like most of the day procrastinating about jack shit (just as I am doing now. Blogging instead of studying!) RARAR I have totally lost any motivation to study serious, uni is being a bitch I have so my shizz going on its like WW3 but in my head T____T.

Well since, I really don’t have anything to share to that would possibly interest anyone for the next 5 mins of your lives. Why not list all the crap I have to have completed before Monday (10th Aug). Here goes nothing –

Monday
- LNGS assignment #1 - on the difference between Aust. English and American Eng.
- WORK readings for my tut – 10 pgs worth (FML)
Tuesday
- Going to the library to get some book for my WORK mini essay (is it just me or does the reserve section of Fisher library smell really bad that it gives you a headache?)
Wednesday
- Korean Vocab L8 test
- ATLEAST MADE a first draft of my WORK mini essay – DUE 21st AUG T____T
- Do my ECOP tut readings
- Complete KRN hw; Workbook Lesson 8
Thursday
- Korean Workbook L8 DUE!

As you can see above my life is shit, it revolves around my mother fucking clashing timetable along with the shitty amount of work I must have completed in order to score myself a satisfactory mark for this semester. My aim is to get a distinction, since I got away with a credit average last sem (without much study might I add =P). I came up with the logical explanation that if I studied this sem maybe could get that distinction average ;) *fingers crossed* I do!

Well today I spent the majority of today looking at my article for my LNGS assignment for like millionth time and still couldn’t find anything new T____T; but esther told me its only like a 150-200 word analysis which I hope I can bullshit my way out. My half completed LNGS assignment 2 consisted of me looking up 26 words in a dictionary to work out where they originated from. The task is to work out how this word was adopted into our English language today. It was less difficult than the first one atleast! I’ve read like LMFAO, 1 paragraph out of my 10 page reading for my WORK tut on Monday. I filed away all my sheets neatly and what not >.> Caught up in the latest gossip on SHINee saved a few pedo pictures of taemin (LIKE TWO) and half a dozen of minho ;) i.e. the one at the start of the entry, his ass is sexy =P haha.

I’m off to study now, hopefully if I can find time I’ll blog sometime next week to update you all on my whereabouts and my mental health (which I predict will be severely degraded by the post of my nex entry =P) Ciao for now sunshine’s =)

-edit-

HAHA i found some LOL as pictures from Peter's 19th last Saturday =P Denise posted them up on fb =P

we're all ready for a fight =O

can you spot the stalker? ;) LOL

P.S. Credits pankeiko @ SFI

♥♥♥ K

Been Waiting - Jessica Mauboy

2009-08-05T11:37:00.000+10:00

Give till there's nothing left to give.
Give not to receive, but to see God's works. <3

Our blog is going to die soon lol, we're getting so lazy..but somehow our hits still increase stalkers =P haha actually pretty much nothing exciting has been happening. Back to uni, same old same old. I've gone job hunting and I'm hoping someone will call me soon cos I'm in need of $$$ for everything , Rach is broke :(.

Going again on Friday..depending how much work I get through these few days, more parties more outings means I'm going to be a hobo soon without a job ><" . I want to be able to finish my work& write notes what not before I have no time for anything again T_____T. My social life haha >.> and I need to apply for thing soon! *faints* , so much on my mind >< style="color:#ff0000;">procrastinate.==" I know bad. Let alone, I still needa do other stuff & organise myself properly. What happened Rach :( . I keep watching.. Burning Flames III

Nevertheless, I had a pretty good weekend :) love these exteneded long weekends! Sat was Peter's BBQ (read Kat's entry) and had hotpot at home hotpot♥ Sunday was much better, I'm proud of you Sta! ^^ spent the day with mychurchfamily, indoor soccer was rather entertaining =P , I LOVE MY WEEKENDS NOW :)

UNI WEEK END ALREADY. Workload increasing. + someone hire me please? Pretty please? Bitte? Okay that's it for now m'dears! Rach has gota heckload of work to get through I'nm going to fall behind if I don't start :(

p.s: I LOVE KATRINE AND TIM :]

Thank you for yesterday =) , you don't know how much it means to me..

And Dean ! Life saver , my driver ^^ Thankyoouuu ♥
+ will post up photos later this monthh =PP

Lots of Love♥
Keep you updated soon =P

Claude Kelly - Stop this train

2009-07-30T19:48:00.000+10:00

I am back fellow friends =)

I know, its been like 10 million years since I last blogged haha nothing much happened really, I’ll probably wrap everything up in like a paragraph or so =P

Uni has started and I already have like an assessment task for like all my subjects. Korean vocab test was supposed to one WED but my loser professor forgot (so now it’s on MON). I have to live with my shitty timetable clashes. Peter’s 19th birthday BBQ is that sat which clashes with the ‘First SAT of every month outing” with my school friends. I bought a new leather jacket today. I am sleep deprived ever since Vee-Vee’s on sat night and now I just can’t be bothered to think of anything else that could be remotely interesting to tell people at this exact moment in time.

RARARA, oh yeah I watched SHINee’s dance break with SNSD and was like HAPPY HAPY for the first like 40 seconds then when SNSD came out my face changed. Worse was when I saw SHINee shoving their heads through the girl’s legs. I was like “WHAT IN THE NAME OF BUDDHA?!?!” yeah that’s about as interesting as my life gets.

Anyways I’ll finish off this entry with pictures from Vee-vee’s on Saturday =P

Ah fuck that idea, my sister the loser lost the camera USB chord I’ll post it up when I find it >=[

P.S Credits @ SFI (sorry i forgot who made it)

★Used to U - Ne-yo

2009-07-24T16:41:00.000+10:00

Hiya my friends :)

Edit* - Note: I kinda got lazy with blogging so saved it to drafts and doing it in bits and pieces haha sorry if it doesn't make much sense.

So I feel like happily blogging, cos I have nothing better to do. Nuh actually I do have some stuff to do but I keep putting it off.. it's really bothering me but I can't help but worry. Ah wells.
Anyways, so I'm tired as ended up heading to bed around 3ish. Yeah totally not like me right? Church camp has screwed up my sleeping patterns. Sigh. But then again I only got back not long ago.

Okay, I am going to blog about my first ever trip to Bankstown yesterday with Katrine and Kylie. Apparently trains don't come as often to Bankstown from Lidcombe , so we had to meet earlier ... I was so dead tired cos of sleeping patterns. My Mum was being unreasonable so I couldn't be bothered talking to her and left the house caught the t-way bus to Parra and caught the train to meet Katrine :) We were watching Intimate Note feat. SuperJunior whilst waiting for our train =) . It's the funniest. Hopped onto the train and did our usual, watch our korean boy bands, something I haven't been doing for days because I've had other stuff to do.

When we got there.. I didn't know what to think of Bankstown. It was alright? Well I was too hungry to care LOL. We went to eat & then picked up Kylie from the station and headed into the shops! Wow, it was like a variety! :) Well I'm officially broke. Haven't done so much shopping for so long! It was so successful though :) We all found an outfit to wear on Sat night. Though both of them think that my dressing style ..well try something new ahahah. You'll see if you're coming on Sat night hahahaa. :P. Kat bought heapsssss! Well the most =P ! New entire outfit pretty much. Kylie bought nice heels :)

Eventually we got so tired we caught the train back. Caught it back to Parra with Kylie and I caught the bus home, got home surprisingly earlier cos I caught the T bus and it was there when I got out of the station, rather than waiting. Walked home and Mum wasn't home :) only cos I was holding all the stuff I bought that day hhaha. Showered & got ready ate some dinner and left the house again , before that Noor messaged me I am so sorry babes, I haven't been able to see you AGAIN. But do accept my sincere apologies.

Went over to my cousins house and Karen drove us to Blacktown Shopping Centre for Max Brenners <3. color="#ff9900">wafflesAND style="color:#660000;">chocolate:) They're opening one soon in Castle Hill :) even better closer. We got there and it was packed as both at the carpark and at Max Brenners. Sigh. Spotted Henry :) haven't seen him in a while. Good to see him again :) , and waited in line cos everyone else was late. Justin & Arthur came later and Carmen came the latest. Sucha shame others couldn't make it either. It was a nice catch up, and good farewell for Karen! She's probably on the flight now. We were going to Bowling but she didnt' bring socks lol and they were closing soon so instead went to game arcade, where the guys cheated hahaha we would've won our rounds of daytona! :( Got dropped off home, was so tired by the end of the day.

I'm still suffering from post-camp haha. Sleeping patterns and everything. Didn't sleep till 3-4am crazy right? Webcamming people. Both old and young :). It was so nice to see Janice hahah.

AND finally Saturday's plans are finally sorted out. Effort. :) Kat's house, HP6, dinner, clubbing, K, crazyy but good right before uni begins. Thanks Wayne! x

I just finished watching the first ep of Wild Bunny feat. 2pm it's too cute :) I LOVE THEM! This is going to be a great series.

Before, I end my blog cos I am just so lazy I'll just post up photos :) Photos are so big I have to resize them... man this is effort. Once uni starts I won't bother so much unless I'm procrastinating.

I miss the beach, the sun , the strolls where my mind was elsewhere <3*

UBF CAMP 09*

MASTERCHEF lol.

Be thankful for everything because none of them was obtained by our own might♥

Thankyou Lord.

you're somewhat special *

credits@SIF

♥♥rach*

★Never Say Never - The Fray

2009-07-20T18:49:00.001+10:00

Hello Everyone :)

So I am back from church camp and it was a blast :) I had the best time! ^^ Pretty much the best time I've had in a while.

Reconnecting with God & mending relationships <3.>Him takes so much more than believing. When things went wrong.. it was like all good by the end of camp. Jubilee!

Anyways, I've been gone for a few days and you could say it was like a mini get away, reflection, time away from things. We travelled to Wollongong, Shell Harbour. It was beautiful. Met wonderful people =).

I am not going to blog each and every detail so I will just kind of sum up what we did.

Day #1)

- Howie's car: Sta, Kylie, Me :) AND rock music lol.

- Maccas @ Wollongong Centre =P , uni tute reg T_T

- Cook off =) Our group was the best :) Hahah. Hannah, Nathan, and I the rest of our group wasn't there. We made stir fry! The best one ever =) It was so funny.

- 67167282181272 dishes to wash T_T

- Beachhouse and sexy view! ^^

- Feast

- Ice-breaking games! & water bombs outside =P

- Late night fail DnMs LOL =)

Day #2)

- Early morning wake up!

- Morning devotion & breakie =)

- LONG as break&free time.

- BEST WEATHER! ★

- Beach luvos <3

- Wave chicken ;]

- Stroll to buy food with Anna & Kylie =)

- Elon being Anna =P

- Sleeping in the backyard with lots of sunshine! ^^

- Food + Games :) Egggggs !

- DBL! <3>

- Scary movie omg T_T I was so scared I couldn't sleep for so long haha we watched 17again to calm ourselves down. Creepy. Shutters... :(

Day #3:

- Didn't want to leave camp! Too fun! :(

- Woke up the latest, packing, eating.

- Photos

- Morning devotion + sermon on the beach ;) Lovely! He is the true vine :)

- Strolling on the beach (L)

- Lunch! :) + a smooth ride in Howie's car =)

- Back to church, Grace & I played the most mo liu game haha.

- Stayed to watch Indoor soccer. Amanda is so mean to me =P

- Interoggated by the girls =P . Wendy's house =]

- Dinner & random tourist visit around Kings Langely LOL. Seriously , where Nathan lives has EVERYTHING. Thankyou for the shout & thankyou for the lift home=))

- Jasmine's house + Masterchef finale. Funnest night (L)

- Wendy& I went crazy ... from lack of sleep =P

Lots happened but I am not recapping everything :P. Sorry blog readers haha =) I will upload a few photos when I can be bothered =P . I have to fix my uni timetable guh x_x".

Hope everyone had a fab holiday! One more week of holidays :( . Make the most of it =)

Thankyou God & everyone♥

Shopping tomorrow :)

p.s: I feel like driving!

♥rach*

나쁜 마음을 먹게해 (Dance ver.) - 티맥스(T-Max)

2009-07-18T15:04:00.000+10:00

Dear blog readers.

My life is a fucking disaster, my first time clubbing last night was fucking LOL. I swear to Buddha I’m probably not going to attempt to club in the next week or so. T__________T;; I would share the details of my night but I’d rather not because it’s just better that way. What I have learnt is that no one really cares enough about you. How heartless some people can be and will probably turn out to be, though I always choose to believe the better of people I am once again disappointed! I don’t know if this is anger or just pure disappointment, it’s probably the latter. Really, once you go through shit that tests your friendship out you really learn to realise just how important and how much someone cares. Really, watching everything happen I do wonder who can you really count on to be there when it matter. Is everything a lie? Honestly, I just hate being exposed to the crueller sides of humankind its fucking disgusting and traumatising. Sure some can take it as a joke and others will probably forget but it’s NOT FUNNY. DON’T YOU PEOPLE think of the consequences of leaving a drunk out on their own? DO YOU LOSERS EVEN CARE? HATE me for being a whinge. But I’d rather have someone safe that in some gutter worse still raped or kidnapped. Clothes and being vomited on is alright when I think about the bleaker sides of life and low lives lurking the streets preying for their next victim.

I probably sound all melodramatic and what not, trying to make myself sound all good and angelic or what not. SO KILL ME. At least I can wake up knowing I’ve done what a normal person would be expected to do. Rather than be a selfish shit who would just walk away. Really, I’m just disappointed how things have turned out to be. Honestly, I wish I could just continue to believe the best in people but I’ve been denied of even that little piece of consolidation.

Anytoots, I’ll try to stay positive and in the mean time fellow blog readers stay safe and well =) I MEAN IT!!!

P.S credits to chloeee @ SJ forums (icon)

♥♥ KAT

Mariah Carey feat Usher - How Much ♫

2009-07-17T11:26:00.000+10:00

THIS BLOG TOOK FOREVER SO TAG PEOPLE OR AT LEAST READ MY ENTIRE ENTRY ;] ..

RACH WILL LOVE YO TO BITS ♥

Hallo meine freunde! xD
GUESS WHO'S BACK BITCHES? :)

Well back for one day to be exact. I'm so sorry Katrine for leaving you with the blog while I was away =P , but I'll need to leave you with the blog again when I'm off to church camp tomorrow morning. Dw :) Will make it up! HP6 next week?

Okay on with blogging, I am dead tired I really am + still sick :( so I will try and make this as quick as possible.

Day #1:

So we left Sunday morning and boy was I hyped haha. I was so hyped I couldn't sleep the night before, okay maybe not that dramatic whatever x). We stopped by at Maccas for breakfast, it's been such a long time since I've had breakie at Maccas. I think the only time I ever have breakie at Maccas is when I'm going away -_-" had our breakie and was headed off. Omg. I swear I hate long car trips. They bore me and I get so tired. I literally spent most of the day in the car. SO glad I had SHINee to keep me alive lols nuh more like JH&Minho ♥

For some reason, it felt like forever just to get to Canberra. We stopped for lunch there and the food was like chat >.> . I missed Sydney's food :( . When we got back onto the highway we got pulled over by police LOL, cos Dad was speeding rofls. It was meant to be 110km on that highway, the police guy was like are you aware of the speeding limit? you were going 125km LOL. Then he's like , test, drivers licence and $197 fine + 4 demerit points. I was like wtf. That much? But apparently, he gave us a warning only? :)) I was so glad that it was only a warning :). Thank God =)

We got to Jyndabyne around 6pm.. quite late cos we took our time pretty much and it was freezing cold :(. We had dinner & got to the hotel to check in. It wasn't as great as we expected. The one we usually book is much better but it was full & it was like $1000 more. We went back later to get our ski hire before it was going to close :) , the guys working there are goodlooking ;] . Finally got that settled :)

Day #2:

THREDBO! :) OMG IT WAS RAINING :( I was like so depressed by the weather and the amount of people that were there. Crazy, must've been like peak season or something + it was school holidays too. Damn school kids >.>

SKIING IS SO FUN :) , but I swear I am so unfit. I need to find some exercise soon and stop being sucha lazy ass sitting around. But I was literally drenched after T_T and my face was like frozen. The cold was killing my face LOL it was like my face was burning. Cold burns :( .

I got tired after a while then I went to eat & help Mum out with stuff , I bumped into Chun & his friend LOL. What the random? See him everywhere lols.

My memory is dying LOL, played for a while. My sister is pro =P . Hahah she went up higher with Dad while Mum & I went exploring around Thredbo village <3>Katrine calls with HP's phone -_-" you guys were loud , for some reason I couldn't hear a thing -_-" hahah as Kat has blogged they were on their way to watch Bruno haha. Overall a fun day :) . Went back to the local shops , shopped for a while went back to the hotel and took a shower before we headed for Italian food for dinner <3.

Later that night something unfortunate happened and all this shit happened but that will remain private not on this public blog.. I was quite down for a while. Still am. Reflect. But yeah, if I love you enough I may want to share it with you but that's all I'm saying here. Everything is in His hands. ♥ If you want to see the rainbow, you must first endure the rain*

DAY #3:

DEAD TIRED. >:( . But great weather :) the sun came out again! Beautiful weather :) if only we had enough energy. Went up to Perisher Blue ! <3. sandwhich =")">that incident :(

TOOK PHOTOS WITH THE SNOW MAN! Hahaha. I can't be bothered uploading photos here lol maybe when I'm less tired I will. TOO MUCH EFFORT ATM. Yeah photos ! & omg we were at the souvenir store and I found the most cutest snowman ever ahahah. Snowman collection at home it's a whole family now. Might post up that photo later. Too bad Justin couldn't come =P

Dinner that night was yummy but a long wait , waited for about 1hr? Omg. I was like starving -_-" anyways, a group of guys came in not long after us and sat down. Everyone was waiting for so long. :P inc that group. Didn't realise they waited even longer and ended up starting when we finished. They caught my eye not only cos they were sitting the table right next to ours but I realised some of then went Usyd cos of their jumpers LOL. I was wearing my Abb jersey, yes my private schoolness :P LMAO, which I still get from certain people. Yes! " I'm a fucking private school girl." Deal with it LOL. They were staring at me as if I know them and not saying hi lols sorry i don't know who you people are lols.

Food was great, I wanted dessert but it was too late and most things were closed :( I was devastated LOL. Laura called me during my snow , so nice to hear from her and congrats with your marks woman! :) told you you'd do fine. Me on the other hand, no comment. I'm a failure.

Day #4:

PACKING. Before we left, last stop @ Souvenir stores =) and food food food =). The trip home seemed much faster than the way there. We stopped at Cooma, Canberra, and Goulbourn. When we stopped at Maccas, I had a craving for ice-scream & chips =) haha. I really shouldn't of eaten and drank so much soft drink & cold beverages only cos I was still sick but I think I scared the shits out of my Mum, when I said while I was eating my chest started hurting. And it was like really uncomfortable, face turned pale. Mum thought I had swine flu in my lungs -_-" Speeding again =P lols. I was texting the entire way back lols , yes for virgin =) haha and watching stuff on my ipod =) FINALLY got home around 5ish , chucked my stuff in and left the house again to see the doctors. The line is crazy. Everyone has the flu! Do keep healthy&safe everyone =). Waited for so long -_-" so I ended up going to buy groceries with Mum before we went back to the doctors. Okay I'm not blogging my entire condition here =P but I don't have swine flu OKAY.

BACK TO REALITY.

Okay I'm in need of new songs cos of my HEAVY loss cos of my ipod dying T_T" I have so much to do, so little time and so many decisions to make. MY LIFE guh x_x" I really want to GIVE UP. Can you believe it, watching drama made me not give up just yet. Feels like a complete waste of time.. Out of difficulties, makes miracles ♥ .

Anyways, I think we're capped. Dad just told me. Great that means no downloads or youtube :(. I just finished downloading BigBang Jap Ver album hahhaa ah wells. I think I should start packing for camp and help with the washing =P buckets full of clothes --"

AND hope my primary school friends are having a blast at the reunion today! So sorry cannot make it , but deeply I love you all =P

p.s: THANKYOU PEA! <3 align="right">credits@SJforum.<

♥ R

★ I don't care - 2NE1

2009-07-15T18:39:00.000+10:00

PEEKABOO! (credit K-Chan for icon)

It’s a Wednesday today like LOL I’m half way through my week already this is crazy man time flies and before I know it I’ll be back at uni studying AGAIN T_______T. Well I went to work today, that’s right I slaved at a café from 9am – 3pm with NO BREAK and NO FOOD!!! I swear to Buddha I was so fucking pissed. Rather than my usual lady boss working with me I have her husband. His annoying, never shuts the fuck up and didn’t feed me the fucker. What’s worse is that here he is pigging out eating fucking cake and you know drinking coffee and making me wipe the display windows and mop the floor. Oh lord this is slave labour I swear, I never complain about my job but I am really starting to hate it. Honestly being bossed around this old fat guy who’s apparently younger that my dad BUT he happens to have a beer belly and look at least 50 isn’t all that appetising. I find myself wishing death upon my own boss. When I think about it McDonalds was worse, Claudia was a psycho bitch. Now I have loser man boss who wants to work me to death. This is the first time where I’ve been break deprived NOT TO ADD, as compensation the fuck face offered me meat pies, which were like 3 days old T__T. oh aren’t you just so great? FUCK YOU.

I’ve had enough of my rant =P Honestly I haven’t gone out since Monday and that was to mono reunion picnic =) seriously Ron great BBQ haha I’d post up pictures but I look bad in all of them and some of them were like X-rated haha no way are those pictures finding its way on my blog. After picnic we went to watch Bruno and went to K @ Pheonix it was a fun filled day. THANKS Jackee for the discounts from the cinemas =P I know I always tease you but you know deep down I LOVE YOU =P haha (as a gay friend that is!) okay okay I kid =P

2PM’s New show – Wild Bunny
I’m really anticipating this new sitcom Mnet is airing with the 2PM members haha darn its going to be HOT HOT HOT ♥ anyways here’s a preview of the show! They all look so sexy ^^. Nickhun is LOVE =P

BATTLE OF THE KPOP GIRL BANDS!

I thought I’d chuck in my two cents on the whole battle of girl bands in Korea =P I’m totally rooting for 2NE1. Watching them KICK SNSD sorry little slut butts to South Africa makes me feel so good it’s unbelievable. Sure 2NE1 may not be the typical pretty girl group where their members are like underweight and have like plastic Asian barbie doll faces. What they have is TALENT and very GOOD MUSIC =P. MOVE over Wonder Girls and SNSD, 2NE1 is out to steal your #1 place on music charts!! T-ara some random girl band is said to debut later this yr, they look like KARA seriously, probably going to be just as epically fail as Kara anyways =X Plus, there’s 4~~SECONDS~~(MINUTES) I doubt their threatening at all, but I am really excited to see 2NE1 win more awards and SNSD to fail with their shitty songs and liposuction-ed fake legs and cheap plastic faces :P

♥♥♥ K

사랑이 죽는 병 (Love Disease) - Super Junior

2009-07-12T20:27:00.000+10:00

Hey everyone! (credits to the designer of the icon!)

It’s about time I blogged haha. All I’ve done is leave Rachel with the blog. I just got really lazy =P Anyways Rachel is at the snow today so the blog lies in the hands of illiterate me =P. Yesterday I went to Edwina & Nab’s birthday party @ Pendle Hill (Ed’s house). Well first I went to Cabramatta with family so we could eat some lunch with my Aunty and her family. My little nephew Isaac tagged along his the cutest child every! But his little sister is even more adorable! Take a look yourselves Samantha is 9 months old and Isaac is 4 yrs old their cute as! I LOVE THEM ♥

After lunch we went back to my Aunties place to find my cousin and baby Samantha awake and being a cute baby =P I found out she can eat solid foods and I fed her one of my mini muffins which were made for Edwina and Nabs. She at it all, along with getting her salvia all over my hand but oh wells she’s too cute for me to get angry at her! My cousin dropped me off at Canley Vale station where I came across some freaks. Like please a warning to fall girls DON’T FUCKING GET ON THE STATIONS OF CANLEY VALE, CABRAMATTA is slightly better only by a mere millimetre T____T I had some creepy security guard looking fat guy stare at my legs >=[ CREEP. Followed by that I had some freaky Asian gangster guy who thinks his so cool because he uses a metal dog leash as belt. REAL CREATIVE BUDDY. Grow yourself a fucking brain! He was creeping the shits out of me on the train. I swear I am never travelling alone on the shitter sides of Sydney’s inner west!

ED & NAB’s birthday party was FUN AS ♥ I enjoyed myself a whole bunch =P thanks for hosting such a great party!!

I don’t get why people can be so rude on other people’s blog. Wishing deaths and calling someone a “jealous ugly fat 40 yr old with no life” isn’t the world’s nicest comments to be found on someone’s blog page now is it? God dam why can’t people just respect what other people think? Like seriously surely you can disagree and all BUT must we all bash the poor blogger who just wants to express their opinions? I mean being all psychotic and insulting and wishing death upon someone else’s family – MATURE MUCH? It’s like a bunch of pigs gone wild on the internet. GROW THE FUCK UP! Seriously if someone writes shit about your idol the most civilised thing to do is ignore it. BUT to go out of your way and insulting and attempting to curse someone else’s innocent family is outrageous. NO WONDER NETIZIENS HAVE BAD NAME. I swear didn’t you get taught at school some manners? Honestly it’s funny to see people coming up with the typical ‘You’re probably some fat ugly girl with no life’ GO OUT AND TRY BUY YOURSELF A BRAIN OR SOMETHING OF THAT KIND YOU MORONS. SHOW SOME RESPECT or have we all forgotten how to be civilised? We might as well chuck you idiots into the wild and let you guys BLEND IN JUST RIGHT with the wild animals out there! Urgh.

♥♥♥ K

SS501 - Wuss up ♪

2009-07-11T19:07:00.000+10:00

SNOW TOMORROW ♥

Until I come back my gorgeous people=)

and and and big shoutout to my fav girl :)

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BEVA HUNG <3*

p.s: I ♥ JH=)

♥ rae

Se7en- Girls

2009-07-09T18:00:00.000+10:00

Omg I have fixed it ! My ipod decided to be a bitch to me last night, it kept freezing and it wasn't responding once i unplugged the piece of shit it told me that everything was all gone i was going to cry :( all my 2000+ songs , SHINee performances, SJ variety shows, 2PM etc :(

Since I had to cancel my bff outing today for me to fully recover from my cold I had to fix it up! I've postphoned the outing , it WILL happen girls! I need to fix up everything now :( , stupid itunes. I felt like everything was all over the place again but still maintained to be +ve, as I should be content with what I have right? :] Heheh. For He is in control.

I still have yet a lot of things I should've done, instead I've been a bum doing nothing lols. I still need to find myself a new job. But I realised, time is flying again. By the time I end up doing it holidays will be over noo :( , gotta get my act together again. Uni results are coming out soon too!

Anyways, so it's decided we really are going to the snow/Jyndabyne :] it's all booked & everything. I'm a hella excited. Before, I thought we weren't and for some reason I really didn't feel like going, but now that it's settled I am now? ^^? Strange? Hahah maybe I just want to get away from this place for a while. Have some decent family time <3.

This coming week is quite eventful Eva's 18th :] , the snow , and church camp. I will be back out and about for the week after! ^^

Tim's finally uploaded the photos from ice-skating. Fun times :]

And I've started watching HK drama 烈火雄心III today :] , it's good the HK series keeps coming once another one has ended! ^^ Hehe. It's good to see new faces in dramas , I was getting sick of watching the same people in different drama just different roles -_-"

♥ rae

✖ Let Me Love Ya – Michaelangelo

2009-07-08T21:36:00.000+10:00

Today was yet another day out for me =P Liana came to pick me up in her sexy car @ 12:00 and we went to Burwood for lunch and some shopping. Before that I was helping my mother fix up our home and contents insurance to only have her scream at me about how hopeless I was. Like WTF? Like I’m supposed to know what excess and friggen whatever weird jargon that appears on an insurance quote. Internet explorer was loading at the rate of a snail walking and the NRMA site wouldn’t fucking load on Opera so I was just pissed off at the piece of shit. T_______T;

Anyways, on with the day =) we arrived at Burwood parked the car and off we went to go shopping didn’t find much really. I wanted to buy present for Edwina, art supplies for Edwina’s birthday card, a top to go with my skirt for Edwina’s birthday party and some new nail polish. Burwood the shithole had nothing and I was starting to get a bit pissed off after like 1 hr of walking. Liana suggested we went to each lunch at the restaurant opposite the main entrance of Burwood Westfield. You know that Japanese place. Below are some sexy pictures of our food =P

After lunch we did a bit more shopping and still no luck, and then it was time to move the car before we had to pay. Instead of going back inside Burwood Westfield’s Liana and I decided to go Parramatta instead which was SO MUCH BETTER!! I got my shopping done and got all the things I needed and a NEW dress =P just some casual one I might wear to Vee-Vee’s on the 25th or whenever it seems appropriate.

OH EM GEE – did you know that at Parramatta Westfield’s they installed this new lighting systems on car spaces? It was like the coolest shit out! HERE’S SOME PICTURES **LOOK ABOVE**(LOL I know, I am so easily amused, but HECK it was like WOW. SO COOL!)

I finally finished making Edwina’s birthday card which she reminded me about like last week. I can’t believe she still remembers how I didn’t make her a card last year. Instead I bought her a Hallmark on claiming HALLMARK was owned by me =P thus, through logic technically this mass produced card was made by me x)

♥♥ K

♪ Lifehouse- Hanging by a moment

2009-07-07T22:02:00.000+10:00

I just slept for about 12-13hours. It's like the arvo now. Omg, never slept that much in my life. Indeed I think I've caught the cold or some flu, not SWINE okay. Most likely from Katrine, thanks Katrine =P . If I die.. hahha kidding :)

I'm sorry to my Abb girls, I couldn't make it today. I really wanted to but, the stupid sickness kicked in. I'm sure you guys are having fun now & eating yummy pancakes , while I eat no flavoured porridge :( .

Yesterday, I was browsing through fb like everyone else :P I came across my friend's who are on GAP year.. all over the other side of the world, England, London, Spain etc. It made me wana go to. I was thinking.. would things be different if I went on GAP instead? Probs not.. it'd never happen anyways. I have asian rents, not white rents. I'd like to go one day.

Ugh, I hate being sick. Restricts me from doing so many things, I'll probably have to lie in bed all day watching drama's , eating porridge and drinking lots of water. But I got to get better soon, I don't think I'll get better in one day T_T, i don't want to cancel on another outing. My bestfriends & I have planned this outing for so long and that's the only time we're free this holidays? I will have to see, let alone I have Eva's 18th on Sat.

And not to mention, Dad just texted me telling me NOW , we're going skiing? Wtf? O__o; I thought we weren't going? In my state of mind now...going skiing. LOL. Totally the right time?? Have no idea. Looks like we are? Hahahah :)

I'm coughing like there's no tomorrow atm. I think I should take some medicine :) .

Happy Holidaying Everyone! I will be back blogging real soon!

p.s: Happy Birthday to a few fags for the 7th, 8th, 9th :P

Tear drops on my guitar - Taylor Swift

2009-07-07T19:59:00.000+10:00

If people have noticed we’ve changed the layout, the old one was pissing me off due to the really narrow and thin side menu. The whole font thing was pissing Rachel off so yea we decided a change would be needed =P. The new layout is pretty isn’t it?

Anyways, like Rachel said we went ice skating yesterday it was FUN. I really enjoyed it next time I plan something which LOL occurs once a year! We’re so going ice skating. I didn’t go out today and nor did Rachel, she’s getting sick. Which I think might be from me. I think I’ve been passing the germs on to others, oh wells she’ll live!

I didn’t do much at home anyways, I just watched the last 3 episodes of the HK-Drama The Threshold of a Persona ID精英. The ending was a bit rushed, I didn’t get the couplings I wanted but it was typical TVB thing always rushing things in the last episode I’d give the series a 7 / 10 wasn’t that great the plot wasn’t really developed too well. Like in the last two episodes they decide to kill of character, hospitalise some and like bring back old ones. It pretty annoying because there wasn’t much development for Kelvin’s character and the love between Ah Fung and Yun-Yun, I really hated them two together. It was so awkward! But yeah watch the series the overall storyline is creditable =)

Oh yes, I’m also current watch IDOL ARMY – ft. SNSD. I kind of regret watching right now I’m up to Part 3 and I swear I really hate SNSD. It only made me want to kill them even more! In particular Tiffany and that other Chaeyeon look-a-like, I really hate them both their so annoying, demanding and just plain rude. T___T; Tiffany the ugly fuck think she’s all that chucking cute poses every like 2 mins and stealing camera time it drives me insane. The Chaeyeon look-a-like, I don’t remember her name nor do I want to find out her name but she’s always seducing the 2PM members it’s so pathetic, seriously if you’re going to dress like a skank and half go to a club not to tv show. I’d have more to rant about maybe after I finish watching the episode but seriously the 6 members out of the 9 there are UGLY, ANNOYING, BITCHES, and they just PISS ME OFF! Taeyeon wasn’t there, I think she’s the only member I like and probably the only who can sing and dance the rest are plain SHIT and should go get some lessons or go back to studying =P or become strippers the might as well with new ‘Genie – tell me your wish’ MV. Their already three quarters of the way towards a life as trailer trash, I’m so harsh. OH WELLS, not like I care I hate them!

I also finished watch the Intimate Note ft SuperJunior, it was so LOL the boys had to get closer to each other and stuff. GOD I love HEECHUL, kyuhyun, hankyung and sungmin. Their so adorable on the show =P When Hankyung speaks Korean to insult another member it’s so fluent and the MC’s fully mock how ‘at times like this his Korean is flawless’ and the rest of the time he sound funny =P Heechul and Eunhyuk together was really funny =P. The ending where they read out messages from the other members to the 4 targeted boys was just LOL Kyuhyun’s comments were SO DARN FUNNY I laughed so hard and loud. You should totally watch it. I didn’t particularly like Kangin, I liked him a lot from We got married but his a bit too masculine and cares too much for his image. Not to add I get the impression his kind of like condescending, conceited fat guy who bullies the other members. But whatever that’s the impression he gives me.

credits to Taengoo (icons)

♥ K

♪Claude Kelly - I Hate Love♪

2009-07-06T21:48:00.000+10:00

I think having this new blogspot, I might actually neglect my own xanga hahah which I've used for years now? *shrugs* blog whenever I feel like it, wherever I feel like it.

And may I add my sister sent me some 'hardstyle' music, which mind you sounds like a frkn broken record -_-" like what kinda music is that? It's so retarded x_x" worst 3minutes of my life.

Iceskating @ Maq ♥

It surprisingly turned out better than I expected :) , at least we didn't stack it. I mean I don't know about you but I'm quite unco -_-"

Cityrail sucks. I really hate public transport. Wait till I get my Ps & a proper car <3,>Katrine @ Stra this morning to head off together to Maq Centre :] , poor thing always having creeps either following her around or otherr dramatic stuff. We managed to catch the faster train to get to Epping, it was pretty fast actually. Never actually catch the train to Maq ever. I usually get driven , yes spoilt child ? Hahaha >:]

Kylie called me hahaha her waiting for Tim, I wanted to put her on loudspeaker :P , meh. Got there, woah. We wanted to eat Thai food but it was like full packed? :( went browsing around we ended up eating Korean again. I felt like I was eating dinner just cos the amount of food we ate :] the place was nice & neat, actually quite clean :P a total of 10 side dishes <3.

I'll just let Katrine blog the photos or whatever else she wants to blog about later :]

EDIT*

We bumped into Leen & Marvin , like out of the blue? Hahaha saw Leen again! Although I did see her for a short while before her 18th party on Sat. Omg and we met lTim's little sister, Tracy she's so frkn adorable <3.

My highlight of the day was pretty much bumping into Ivy :) who I haven't seen for so long, missed her heaps. It was fun catching up on the ice-rink :) something a lil different. We saw quite a few people haha surprisingly? Never going to forget it hahaha Lawrence's love for SNSD -__-" we decided to grab something to eat before heading home. Thankyou guys!

♥rae

this took me ages to compose & upload!

2009-07-05T17:36:00.000+10:00

Well, as we can see below me Rachel has found out about our blog. Like seriously as if you don’t think this place is pretty =) I spent like 3 hours labouring over the html codes and changing things. Yet I can’t seem to make our fonts appear larger. Which means I’m going to have to go and edit the HTML codes put in place by the creator of such a sexy design =) Never mind that, Rachel has taken over to fix the whole font problem. Worse comes to worse we’ll just pick out a new layout =P

Anyways yesterday Rachel and I went to Chatswood for some shopping and a fringe cut for me =) followed by a fun time expressing ourselves through jenga blocks at Norita’s. Oh yeah we ate dinner in the City haha what a fun trip =P. I even managed to replace my purple flats and got a new pair of black ones. Man aren't we a creative bunch? LOL we're just art noobs and we have NO TALENT! No wait I speak for myself. RACHEL is so artistic, she had the coolest piece of art for HSC and she got short listed for ART EXPRESS. LMFAO that’s what I call PRO!

Speaking of talent, I was sitting on my little fat ass in my little sister’s bed browsing performances at KBS MusicBank for my daily dose of like SHINee and 2PM love. I came across the COOLEST performance by Taemin in the piano. His so adorable its like he was have his own little piano recital and WOW @ 8Eight their very good live. My little sister downloaded the album and I liked their songs =).

Aside from my discovery of such wonderfully talented Korean artists, I came across a new band called 4MINUTES – which I like to rename them to 4SECONDS. The reason being it only takes 4 second for the audience to run off covering their bleeding ears due to the horrific music they make. I know I might sound biased and what not. But please, I thought my singing could break glass windows, these girls have proved me wrong. Their dancing isn’t bad I give them credit for that. I don’t even know what their saying seriously it sounds like a bunch of screaming cats to me.

Clearly someone needs to show them what real music is. Like if you want to be recognised as artists (successful ones which I presume would be their goals) GET SOME FUCKING SINGING LESSONS!! Not to add who the hell would air these girls? I know their rookies and all but please their horrifying. I’ll post the video of the horrific band ~~4SECONDS~~ I mean 4MINUTES and let you guys be the judge =)

♥ K

First blog :]

2009-07-05T17:03:00.000+10:00

Hello blog and fellow cool people!

Gosh that sounds lame ...whatever. :P

Okay, i can't be bothered fixing and making it look pretty cos I'm tired lols. I promise it will GET BETTER. Wasn't expecting to have a blogspot ..out of total randomness Kat calls today telling me she created one out of boredness? Hahha nuh, we've been meaning to make a blog together just it didn't work out with wordpress and we didn't have time to. It'd eventually be spammed with SHINee most likely <3>

Anyways, so far nothing exciting has been happening besides me driving all the way to the city today :] gosh i feel so proud of myself LOL.

I'll just post up photos of how bored we were at Norita's Cafe yesterday. I will be back to edit and post up photos later. Damn you blogspot. T_T