Please people raise your hands if you have ever felt so unmotivated to study, to bother waking up in the morning and getting changed for uni when it’s the same repetitive shit every other fucking day of the week? LOL everyone I can safely say my HAND IS NOW RIGHT BY MY SIDE ♥  

Yes, I know I am full of crap. Currently I’m in a jolly mood haha =P seriously couple of days ago I was questioning as to whether I even had direction in life and why the fuck am I NOT studying for end of semester  exams. I am sure plenty of people out there share the same feelings as me. Where you’re so unmotivated that you honestly don’t know what you’re doing and why it’s happening. It’s taken me a while to find myself again and better still I’ve managed to find the better half of me and chased out the bad =P. Sure I still have some ugly eye bags sitting under my eyes but at least I know how to be happy again =)

Lately, I’ve had a few problems most of which has been you know has somewhat decided to solve itself or just vanish off the face of my world. Isn’t that great? But here comes the drum roll, my worst nightmare isn’t far from happening T______T; that’s right my worse fear may just be occurring the one thing I have almost tried to avoid all year long. Just because I pretend I don’t know how you feel doesn’t mean I don’t know anything at all. I’m not stupid. I just let you think I am because it makes me feel better, it lets me lie to myself so I can just not deal with it. I’m selfish but why wouldn’t I be? How do you think I am going to say it to your face when I am unable to say its a problem?  I know you’ve dropped some very obvious hints and even said it in such a cryptic way that you expected me to understand. When really I just lied and played my usual dumb self. I really don’t want to do this, nor do I even want to think about it at all. If you ever see this “I’m sorry”.

Anyone else heard Park Bom’s new singe You & I? the MV is so CUTE!! Her voice is really nice as well though I reckon she look like baby spice but Asian she sure has talent! (why wouldn’t she when she’s been training for 6 yrs?) GUESS who my latest obsession is lately? MBLAQ damm their sexy shits LOL seriously, they have what I call chocolate abs! Oh please watch the K-drama You’re Beautiful ♥  it’s the such a cute and funny drama!

    ♥ ♥ ♥ K